February 2012
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my dog Charlie is at the vet. I’ve never cried or vomited so hard in my entire life. My stepmom ran from the cops because he was having a seizure and she was speeding so the cop had to chase us till we got to the vet. I hope he is okay. I need to change out of my bloody clothes now. My heart is breaking. I actually prayed even though I dont believe in gods. I was pleading. I had to run a...
I had a nice weekend in san Diego and with my Lili. I laughed so much. I’m really happy.
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I want to be loved violently. Nobody will love me that much though. I want to feel being wanted thick in my veins like liquid cement. I want to be bothered because I’m needed. I don’t want warmth and happiness I want to be mad at each other and bite so hard that our teeth break. I want you to rip my hair out because you care about me. I’m not a dandelion ready to fall apart with...
I want lip fillers, Botox, and a nose job, and lipo in my thighs sometimes.
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i am really very hungry but i can’t decide what to eat sigh I always end up cooking ramen, then tossing most of it out because i get so sick of it sometimes. I wish we had a nice bow tie pasta salad with cantaloupe and vegetarian sausage, with lots of balsamic vinegar and artichoke hearts. Ugh I wish I had some right now. I want to cry I’m so hungry I’m getting a headache....
I’m actually happy that it is starting to feel like spring again. The cherry blossom trees will bloom soon. Today is warm and I went out just wearing a leotard and a skirt. I didn’t need tights or a jacket. I haven’t stayed out in the sun in ages, I quite enjoy how the sun feels warm on my skin but I always have to hurry back inside so I don’t burn. All of the swallows will...
