I’m actually happy that it is starting to feel like spring again. The cherry blossom trees will bloom soon. Today is warm and I went out just wearing a leotard and a skirt. I didn’t need tights or a jacket. I haven’t stayed out in the sun in ages, I quite enjoy how the sun feels warm on my skin but I always have to hurry back inside so I don’t burn. All of the swallows will be back soon to build their nests under the bridge behind my house and the frogs will croak so loud every night in the wash. It will be good to walk at night while it is warm. I hope it rains a lot this spring too. All the flowers will grow back. The air feels happier. I sometimes catch scents in the wind that remind me of past years. The smell of peeled oranges, cloves, old dior perfumes, chlorine soaked hair, sweet smelling lip stains, baby powder, sweat, the smell of a freshly painted room. I miss all of this, but I wouldn’t go back to change things I suppose. No matter how bad somethings were, everything is shifting back into place.

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